So Weird

It's so weird I still live here
It's so weird I still know you
So weird I still love you
So weird I'm still alive

Every day, I awake
And I'm truly amazed
I made it another day

I'm too afraid
To kill myself
And too afraid to really live

Every day is the same
Every night is the same
So weird I ended up here

Every kiss is the same
Every love is the same
So weird I ended up here

So weird I still lie here
So weird I can't talk
So weird I can't move
So weird I'm still alive

If I were to leave this place
Tonight and not turn back
I'd end up where I started

I'm too afraid
To kill myself
And too afraid to really love

Every day is the same
Every night is the same
So weird I ended up here

Every drug is the same
Every fight is the same
So weird I never change

Every kiss is the same
Every love is the same
So weird I ended up here

Every day is the same
Every night is the same
So weird I never change