Picture Myself

My heart is sinking
Heart in my throat
Drowning in your old leather coat
And now I spend my weekends alone
And think of all that I did now that I don’t

You moved out the west and I moved to the city
Made separate beds
But I still hold you in my chest
When things aren’t looking pretty
Wishing you the best

But am I kidding myself it’s after midnight
Kicking myself for staying
Could I picture myself believing
Picture myself believing
Am I

Holding the words my head wants to hide
Thinking the worst forever
Could I picture myself believing
Picture myself believing in us

My head says one thing
But this feels amazing
Forever is something
But together we’re crazy

You moved out the west and i moved to the city
Made separate beds
But I still hold you in my chest
When things aren’t looking pretty
Wishing you the best

Am I kidding myself it’s after midnight
Kicking myself for staying
Could I picture myself believing
Picture myself believing
Am I

Holding the words my head wants to hide
Thinking the worst forever
Could I picture myself believing
Picture myself believing in us

I

And I don’t know why
No I don’t know why I'm this way
Staying all night
But what if I leave today
And I don’t know why
Why I'm afraid to stay