My Love For Getting Lost

A fleeting feeling reaches out to me like I've been lost
I try to hold it but it flickers and I know it's gone
I've been away for a long time
Wasting away in a fake life
I've been bleeding out a person that I never knew
I'll never be able to know how much of you was true
It's like a dream that has lost control
Spiraling into the inevitable
It's all inevitable

And I know
That these memories lie to me all the time
Never knowing if it's real in the back of my mind
Haunting the back of my mind
And I know
That it's time for mе to figure out who I was all along
Because I'vе been gone for way too long
My love for getting lost is far too strong

Have I been feeding these emotions to an empty void
A hollow vessel born only so it can be destroyed
Even this Eden is devoid of any hope for us
I've been here for so long that I've got nothing left to trust
Nothing left to trust

And I know
That these memories lie to me all the time
Never knowing if it's real in the back of my mind
Haunting the back of my mind
And I know
That it's time for me to figure out who I was all along
Because I've been gone for way too long

I don't even recognize myself now
There's got to be another way for me to get out
Because I need to escape
I've been locked inside a cage
I know I have the key but the truth is I'm afraid
Because
I don't even recognize myself now
There's got to be another way for me to get out
Because I need to escape
I've been locked inside a cage
I know I have the key but the truth is I'm afraid

And I know
That these memories lie to me all the time
Never knowing if it's real in the back of my mind
Haunting the back of my mind
And I know
That it's time for me to figure out who I was all along
Because I've been gone for way too long
My love for getting lost is far too strong

Haunting the back of my mind
And I know
That it's time for me to figure out who I was all along
Because I've been gone for way too long
My love for getting lost is far too strong