Beautiful Pain

Caught in a nightmare
Will I forever be
Blinded and beaten down
In this endless quarantine

I'm losing a part of me
Stuck in a slo-mo scene
Rage got me falling down
I just want to 

Lose it
I think I'm gonna cough up some shit
Conflict
I think I'm gonna aim for it and hit
I'll admit I'm not ok but It's a wonderful day
Choose it
This endless scene made me feel like a misfit

There's no escaping
From this shitty state
A crazy storm is blowing up
And it's getting ready to mutate

I've found a new part of me
Getting ready to stay
Better open the gates real soon
I'm getting fucking immune

Lose it
I think I'm gonna cough up some shit
Conflict
I think I'm gonna aim for it and hit
I'll admit I'm not ok but It's a wonderful day
Choose it
This endless scene made me feel like a misfit

Some of these days I'm barely holding on
One of these days I'm gonna escape and run
Afraid today that the nightmare's just begun
Sometimes it feels like we'll never be done

Lose it
I think I'm gonna cough up some shit
Conflict
I think I'm gonna aim for it and hit
I'll admit I'm not ok but It's a wonderful day
Choose it
This endless scene made me feel like a misfit

Lose it
I think I'm gonna cough up some shit
Conflict
I think I'm gonna aim for it and hit
I'll admit I'm not ok but It's a wonderful day
Choose it
This endless scene made me feel like a misfit