Dystopian Party Bus

Well, I don't wanna die in a hospital staring at the ceiling
I don't wanna live my life in vein
I don't want my name to live on forever
Bury me where they're never gonna find me
I got this army of ghosts to contend with
I got a hunger that you'll never understand
Pouring gasoline on everything I own
Cover me in the glory of the ashes

You're fallin' down
You're breaking up
And I know this ain't what you wanted
I've been there once
Where you are now
And something tells me you're gonna make it
All right

I got my scars
I got my chemicals
The demons coming out tonight
Mother Mary are you alone
Can no one hear me?
Am I on my own?
When friends conspire
The devils near
You put out the fire
But the smoke won't clear
We are nihilistic love letter do they think they know better
We can ride all night
Till the fucking wheels fall off

You're fallin' down
You're breaking up and I know this ain't what you wanted
I've been there once
Where you are now
And something tells me you're gonna make it
All right

I don't wanna die staring at the ceiling
Don't wanna live my life in vein
And I don't wanna do this all night
Somethin' better will come with the new light
Gotta chance for somethin' that we've known
Hold on never gonna let it go

You're fallin' down
You're breaking up and I know this ain't what you wanted
I've been there once
Where you are now
And something tells me you're gonna make it
All right