Open Your Eyes

Crack a dawn
Pray to God asking if I'll make it across
I'm only fifteen
Momma sent me afar
I fucked up
Made mistakes that was way too large
I felt in charge
Blindsided by the change of the cards
Shit is hard
I had to find me a way
Hot water running low
Man this life ain't a game
I wish I never saw that guy moving making all that money
I wish I never spoke to him
I was tired and bummy
I could barely help my mother and my father ain't coming
Young gunner
Drug Runner
Naw Shit wasn't sunny
Man this ain't me at five thinking dreams come thru
I see these other kids with shoes
I need some too
I got too greedy I wanted more too fast
I drove the plug to his stash so I knew where its at
Easy lick swear I got away Scott free
I'm a smart lil dude who tf gone stop me
In the bedroom counting stacks
Like one thousand
Two thousand
Trying to make a cash mountain
Now my door pounding
Now my heart pounding
How the fuck they did know
I'm kicking rocks breaking out while they letting it go
Made it to moms work
Yea told her the scoop
She going off and I know Im deserving it too
I never meant to fuck up this shit so bad
I just wanted something nice that I never done had
Reality hitting me hard like punching a bag
Big ol fuck up
I must’ve got it from dad
Family broke now I made it way worse
I’m thinking to myself maybe I’m the one that’s cursed
Momma sending me away saying she gon save my life
And I don’t even know if she gonna be alright
She just telling me she love me stay positive and fight
Don’t worry about me I just gotta do what right
Damn