I Don’t Know

[Verse 1: Suspect]
My dad slapped me, I slapped him back
With a hammer this time, yeah, that's what's up
I had to cheat and ask him pass it back
But he didn't stand up, guess that's his luck
Sorry, daddy, never meant to hurt you
I was angry when I was on curfew
You don't worry, they're coming to nurse you
Aye-aye-aye, mommy's gonna flip
Cops on the watch with their guns on hip
But sick, looking for me so I run more quick
Nearly outta breath so I slip and slide
To the side, Jackson 5 style
And I pause for a minute, so I can replenish
All of my feelings telling me to go for the killing
'Cause when the cops go for the villain they don't play
Any music I use in the blue whip, it's just sirens
I'm designed to be violent, high in a tower block hiding
You can see the blood on my denim, I can smell em' getting closer

[Chorus: Suspect]
I don't know
See, I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know
See, I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know

[Verse 2: Duke]
When I see fully at this rate
I'm desperate that I won’t see me a next day
My life ain’t worth it, I can’t find the purpose
To why I’ve surfaced to this earth, I wish I misbirthed
And it's sick to know I stick to this world
And who knows if it’s this I deserve?
I deserve anguished stick to hit nerves
If not so I slit my wrists first
But still I find them fired, no violence
Yet till I go back to the wife or should I tell her?
Telling her is not gonna make this no better
If things don’t change better call an ambulance
Out for I’m still the man of the house
My son three years of age don’t need no dead beat dad today
Some tragedy, what can I say (I don’t know)
No family, I’m having a bad life so I need to know (I don’t know)
Should I get a reverend? (I don’t know)

[Chorus: Suspect]
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know
See, I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know

[Interlude: Suspect]
I don’t know

[Verse 3: Suspect]
What I say or do is the same as usual
May just boo you on stage assuming
You’re making tunes just to make the news
With some "Hey, I’m beautiful", take a few with you
I ain’t amused, I’m paying my dues, you’re making a fool
Too many who bruise when you really abusing
You stay with your views, I’ll stay in my room
You’re too lame and you’re stupid
You make me wanna fight, make me wanna war
See a body on the floor, see a trolley in the morgue
Anybody have a sword to break this chain off?
Somebody please help me, take this brain off
I feel like a slave that’s chained to hate
That’s trained to mate this brain of ape
But novacaine can take this pain away
So I pray and wait on a rainy day and say

[Chorus: Suspect]
I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know
See, I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know
See, I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know
See, I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know
See, I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know
See, I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know
See, I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know
See, I just wanna dead 'em, I don’t know
Will I go to Heaven? I don't know

[Outro: Suspect]
I don’t know