Pity Party

Walking into your pity party
You're not the host I thought you would be
I'm the only guest and lately
You can't even keep me happy

Opened up the door
You looked so sad to see me there
You turned up the music
When I asked you if you cared

You pursued me
Then you used me
Gotta love me
Or you'll lose me
You look through me
Why am I here?

Walking into your pity party
You're not the host I thought you would be
You've never been happy
Is that what you think you make me?
I don't want to
Leave without you
But I don't exist to listen to
Your regrets
Now all of mine are you

Thought you were just taking your time
All you did was waste mine
This is not your world I'm living in
It's mine, it's mine

You're the good guy
That I don't buy
Or how could you let me inside?
Hopes were so high
They came here to die

There's a voice inside my head that's saying
'If you loved me it would be enough'
But I won't sacrifice myself
If you won't work on your mental health

(The bar is in Hell)
Every game's the same
Drinks spiked with pain
(The bar is in Hell)
I can't do this again and again
(The bar is in Hell)
I don't exist to listen to
Now all of mine are you

Here at your pity party
Here at your pity party