Bad Premonitions

[Verse]
The devil spared my life 'cause he wants me to sin more
Just killed a man and the demons want an encore
They want me to take that next step and I'm unsure
The devil wants my soul, I don't want to give it though
He fucks with my life, fucks with my time
Wants me to reach out and hit his line
I get nightmares, premonitions, fucking with my mind like he's on a mission
Niggas glorify evil, but they never met him
Feel shadows watching even though no one's with them
Voices in my head and they aren't mine
Feel a cold breath down my spine, I'm afraid of being alive
My mind is tortured every single night
Seeing things that are out of my sight
Tempting to take some pills, tempting me to betray my will
I've fallen ill, missing church, take a Perc, but shit still hurts
Bag full of Xans like a bag of souls, how longer will this go on?
I don't really know, I don't want to embrace the darkness
But I'm too far from the light, I have nowhere to go
God left me behind, devil talking to me in my mind
Can't tell if it's him or one of his kind, too late to rewind
Wants me to sell my soul at the shrine
Tells me I'll be successful, just have to do it this one time
Just have to do it this one time, walking at night, rushing through lines
He says I can influence lives, he says I can be a star in no time
Just take this pen and write sign, I can't say yes or no
I want to be noticed, I don't want to burn
But I'm tired of waiting for my turn, when will I ever learn?
Been so long since I've been to church
Angels won't come and help me so what am I supposed to do if I say no?
Burning forever doesn't sound so bad
Because I've been burned forever in this life I've had