Deceit

[Verse]
Captain of the ship, let's guide the sea
She attracted even though I am bad, what does she see?
I act mean to her just to get her to leave
She still sticks around, she's planted like a tree
What should I do? What should I think? I close my eyes longer than a blink
I hope that one day this shit will be complete, discographies and all that
I got one thousand songs released, that's a huge pack
In my bag, I'm carrying the whole scene on my back
Put on for the scene and I get respect
To some honesty is a very hard concept, lying to me like I ain't see deceit
I rap about being a snake, man, you get what you see
No receipt and there's no trade backs
I'll jugg them all, man, even my friends
Why she want to be with me? Can't she see it ain't easy?
Torn between two separate paths, if I choose the wrong one then I'll crash
Looking back, stuck in the past, the two thousands where I'm at
Shut it off, screen turns black, I'm tired of having to rap all of that
I'm done putting everyone on my shoulders
I ain't the answer, I am not your homework
I don't even have my own problems figured out
And you want me to come over and visit now?
I'm busy, I'm caught up in the game
This life that brings nothing to me but pain
I am deranged, man, I got to be off, it can't be that I'm just getting soft
Has to be something off, something wrong, everything I do goes into songs
Why is that? What's in my thoughts? I don't know at all, I don't know at all

[Bridge]
I didn't want to fight anyway

[Verse]
Captain of the ship, let's guide the sea
She attracted even though I am bad, what does she see?
I act mean to her just to get her to leave
She still sticks around, she's planted like a tree
What should I do? What should I think? I close my eyes longer than a blink
I hope that one day this shit will be complete, discographies and all that
I got one thousand songs released, that's a huge pack
In my bag, I'm carrying the whole scene on my back
Put on for the scene and I get respect
To some honesty is a very hard concept, lying to me like I ain't see deceit
I rap about being a snake, man, you get what you see
No receipt and there's no trade backs
I'll jugg them all, man, even my friends
Why she want to be with me? Can't she see it ain't easy?
Torn between two separate paths, if I choose the wrong one then I'll crash
Looking back, stuck in the past, the two thousands where I'm at
Shut it off, screen turns black, I'm tired of having to rap all of that
I'm done putting everyone on my shoulders
I ain't the answer, I am not your homework
I don't even have my own problems figured out
And you want me to come over and visit now?
I'm busy, I'm caught up in the game
This life that brings nothing to me but pain
I am deranged, man, I got to be off, it can't be that I'm just getting soft
Has to be something off, something wrong, everything I do goes into songs
Why is that? What's in my thoughts? I don't know at all, I don't know at all