Just Another Death

[Intro]
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[Verse]
My grandpa died yesterday, but I'ma be real
He wasn't in my life, so I struggle to feel
People die all the time, I'm so used to it
I feel nothing, even when it's a relative
I'm not wrong, or at least I think I'm not
In August I almost killed an ex cop
Lock me up, they'd would've had me rot
Trying to resist the urge to lose it all
My bodies slowly dying like leaves in the fall
Blood mixes in with the alcohol
Trying to be sober, but can't ignore the call
Five minutes of fun then hellish withdrawals
God believes in me, so I believe in him
I know one these days I'll finally win
Fighting since birth, doing it ever since
I don't know how to quit
My grandpa died yesterday, but I'ma be real
He wasn't in my life, so I struggle to feel
People die all the time, I'm so used to it
I feel nothing, even when it's a relative
I'm not wrong, or at least I think I'm not
In August I almost killed an ex cop
Lock me up, they'd would've had me rot
Trying to resist the urge to lose it all
My bodies slowly dying like leaves in the fall
Blood mixes in with the alcohol
Trying to be sober, but can't ignore the calls
Five minutes of fun then hellish withdrawals
God believes in me, so I believe in him
I know one these days I'll finally win
Fighting since birth, doing it ever since
I don't know how to quit

[Outro]
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