Phantom

[Chorus]
I just dropped a pint in my Fanta
I been so ghost, I'm a phantom
Took the Devil's hand, now I'm dancing
I don't wanna dance no more
I don't wanna take Xans no more
I wish I could kick the cup, but I can't kick this luck
Been struggling to give a fuck
Everything I do, it's never enough
I'm so tired of everyone

[Verse 1]
I just dropped a pint in my Fanta
I been so ghost, I'm a phantom
Took the Devil's hand, now I'm dancing
I don't wanna dance no more
I don't wanna take Xans no more
I wish I could kick this luck
I wish I could kick the cup
Here I come pouring another up
Bitch I'd like to give a fuck
Bitch I'd like to show some love and put my friends on
Some don't show it back
The ones that do will be the ones I always have
I try to bе nice, but I don't have the timе
You can hear it in my music
You can hear that I'm dying
You can see that I'm dying
I wanna be lying
Lying by your side, wish I was a cat
I don't have nine lives
I can't try again, I wasted it
Been popping pills, haven't been the same since
I been looking different
I been acting strange
Let the studio be my grave

[Intermission]
You have no idea what it means to be alone
(Why are you saying that?)
Because, you're annoying

[Verse 2]
When I die, I know all the fake will show up
People who ghosted me will say that they had love
You weren't my friend, so please don't pretend
I was all alone when I died in the end
I know it's coming
It's coming up soon
Piercing my heart just like a harpoon
Can catch feelings, but I can't catch a break
How much more will it take

[Verse 3]
Find my body at the bottom of a lake tonight
I was so gone that I could barely talk
Can't even remember how I got this far
I passed out in my friend's car
They didn't even care
Pass out all the time and people act like there's no one's there
Walking through a crowd, all I get is stares
Every step I take is like going up the stairs
I'm so tired, don't wanna go anywhere

[Bridge]
I'm so fucking tired
I'm tired of everything
I'm tired of recording
I'm tired of writing
I'm tired of working
I'm just tired of everyone
Everyone and everybody

[Verse 3]
I just dropped a pint in my Fanta
I been so ghost, I'm a phantom
Took the Devil's hand, now I'm dancing
I don't wanna dance no more
I don't wanna take Xans no more
I wish I could kick the cup
I can't kick this luck
No one ever gives a fuck
They all expect I'm fine
Even though it's clear I'm dying
Why do I have to die to get all the people writing
The writing's on the wall, but no one wants to get involved
(Yeah the final lap)

[Outro]
Mind your own business Owens
Stupid idiot
(I heard that)
You're supposed to!