almost october

Summer came
And summer went
But I just can't
Get over it
What we had
Or at least I'd hoped
Is on repeat again, I can't let go
The winds are changing
There's a coolness in the air
But I'm stuck replaying those warmer
Days and sunshine tears
And I keep hoping that
One day I won't feel this way
But it's almost October
And I'm still not over
The love that we had in July
I hear your voice
In the rustling leaves
And it transports me somewhere else
Entirely
To that starry night
In the pouring rain
But every time I try to grab your
Hand you start to fade
I don't know why it's
Taking me this long
I guess there's just something about you
That feels like home
If I'm honest
I know things will never change
But it's almost October
And I'm still not over
The love that we had in July
Heart is falling like the leaves
Emotions tossing like the sea
Is it real or is it me
Drowning in your memory
Seasons changing but you aren't
I'm still stumbling in the dark
Tired of this broken heart
Think it's finally time to part
Cause it's almost October
Summer is over
And it's time to let go of July