Something To Cry About

I kinda like it when we fight
But that's a secret that I save just for myself
'Cause the corners of your eyes
Look so cute to me when you get mad as hell

It's too late now maybe (too late, too late now)
I told you I was troubled from the start
My master plan's in motion (don't know, no going back)
Now watch me as I slowly fall apart
First my brain, then my pride
I'm pushing them all aside
I'm an open book to read
I'm on my knees

Why don't you give me something to cry about?
Maybe let my emotions out
My therapist would be so proud of me
Oh, I'm writin' all of my feelings down
When you read 'em just sound them out
I'm loving you so unhealthily

I'm taking two sessions a week
She's giving me all of the things I need, giving me strategies
I try not to fall asleep
But every night you keep me from counting sheep (baby, just let me be)

It's too late now maybe (too late, too late now)
I told you I was troubled from the start (from the start)
My master plan's in motion (don't know, no going back)
Now watch me as I slowly fall apart (fall apart)
First my brain, then my pride (my pride)
I'm pushing them all aside
I'm an open book to read
I'm on my knees (hey)

Why don't you give me something to cry about?
Maybe let my emotions out
My therapist would be so proud of me
Oh, I'm writin' all of my feelings down
When you read 'em just sound them out
I'm loving you so unhealthily

I want to leave, I want the pain, I want the grief
I want my tear ducts to be deserts right after you're done with me
I told you baby, I want everything

Why don't you give me something to cry about?
Maybe let my emotions out
My therapist would be so proud of me (hey)
Whoa, I'm writin' all of my feelings down
When you read 'em just sound them out
I'm addicted to loving you unhealthily (hey, hey)
Oh, so unhealthily
Loving you so unhealthily
Baby, why can't you see? (Oh, oh, oh)