Phases

Why'd you go and do me like that
Why'd you have to make me so sad
I've given up on what I thought we had
Sometimes still feel like living in the past

I think back on all the times that we shared
Remember feeling like you weren't really there
Innocent deception, moments lost
I couldn't blame you, 'til the drugs wore off

There's something strange about this phase
The roles reversed, oh god I've been cursed
Pills and potions drown my thoughts in the ocean
And now that it's over I don't wanna be sober

So pour some shots, fill up my cup
You know I'm down to get really drunk
Don't need the boys, I don't need the regret
Not trying to have fun, I'm tryna forget

These memories, these fantasies
They flicker on, like lightning beams
A blurry image of you and I
Wish no one told me it was all a lie

Visions of you, stuck in my head
I'm holding on to every word you said
The thought of you, I'm so scared to lose
The last thing in my life, that's ever felt so right

But somehow, now that it's over
Somehow, I don't wanna be sober

So I'm not sober, to get through the night
I'm not sober, just to feel alright
I can't be sober, since you're out of sight
But there's no need for closure, 'cause I'm not sober

Just pour me one more drink
So I don't worry what they might think
Pour some shots, fill up my cup
You know I'm down to get fucked up

Don't need the boys, I don't need the regret
Not trying to have fun, I'm tryna forget