Lowlife

in company, respect's shown mutual into it's own indifference
although when I'm left alone and true feeling's begin to show
honesty overflows in my mind
when i try not to cry
'cause i'm blind and alive
and esteem has no gleam and it can't be seen
i'm so alone
i still can't understand these feelings that I'm feelin'
you're pullin' me back and forth
all that you're doin' is confusin' me
with this emotional strain
it's drivin' me to the edge of insanity
you can't blame me for your pain and sufferin'
not keepin' on no downlow
i'm screamin' the flow in your face
just like mace in your eyes
like feelin' my bass in your thighs
it's time to recognize and realize
that your ways are not the only ways to lead your life low
concerned about what others think
right, 'cause your ego's makin' your core so weak - tunnel vision
you move from point A to point B to point C
but that's not the point see
you lived your life around me
i'm crushed inside
each day I get by
i'm crushed inside
each day I get by
with the gleam in my eyes
i'm crushed inside
each day I get by
with the gleam in my eyes
i'm crushed inside
each day I get by
if you want me, then just try to find me
if you ever need to suck me dry
when you need me, you won't ever see me
i've lost respect
now watch you cry
touched on me so shortly
then just leave me, too
you watched me bleed
now you smile
you walked through me
while you crushed that gleam I had inside my eyes
in company, respect's shown mutual into it's own indifference
although when I'm left alone and true feeling's begin to show
honesty overflows in my mind
when I try not to cry
'cause I'm blind and alive
and esteem has no gleam and it can't be seen
i'm so alone
i still can't understand these feelings that I'm feelin'
you're pullin' me back and forth
all that you're doin' is confusin' me
with this emotional strain
it's drivin' me to the edge of insanity
you can't blame me for your pain and sufferin'
not keepin' on no downlow
i'm screamin' the flow in your face
just like mace in your eyes
like feelin' my bass in your thighs
it's time to recognize and realize
that your ways are not the only ways to lead your life low
concerned about what others think
right, 'cause your ego's makin' your core so weak - tunnel vision
you move from point A to point B to point C
but that's not the point see
you lived your life around me