Sorry's Not Enough

Sorry's not enough
They won't look at me
What if I touch their hand
What if I touch their knee
In this restaurant
I've gone and fooled myself
Thinking they'd love me still
Through all that doubt we felt

How come I've not grown up?
Could it be I've not learned to care
Even when I'm held so much
How come I can't keep them there?

Hopefully in time
I'll know what I want
And stop hurting everyone
Who ever cared for my heart

I'll try again in the morning
I'll be okay with the ending