One night

[Intro]
Oh Oh

[Verse 1]
I wish that I could show my feelings
I wish that I could tell it all
I wish my life would just be better
Always know I'm better off alone
All this time that I spend scrolling
Trying to become someone
Else that knows what they are doing
Could be used to help someone
All this time I try to cry
But nothing happens I can't feel
All my life I try to find
A reason to think that I'm real
I stay up until it's three
Go back to sleep until it's four
I wake up, go about my day
Ignoring signs that I need more
Time with someone, not just myself
I'm going crazy at your door
Please just wake up, I need to talk
I just need to hear your words
I find myself always looking down
Headphones in and volume up
Tuning out the other people
Thinking that I've had enough
I need to notice, I need to focus
The only time I feel happy
Is when I'm coerced, when I'm forced
To text and ask how you're feeling
Why can't I wake up, why I turn the bass up
Why can't I face it, why can't I just say
I'm sorry for the way I acted
I should have followed up and said

[Verse 2]
I had a great day with you
Why don't you come over, got a spot for two
I know that you don't do this but it's time to start
We can sit and have a chat straight from the heart
I'm not playing this time
I know it's half past nine
But could you take a second to spend with me
All of my life
The feminine divine
I give it up so you can see

[Chorus 1]
I messed up on that one night
And every night since
I messed up just one time
I've been paying my pence
I messed up on that one night
And every night since
I messed up just one time
I've been paying my pence
I messed up on that one night
And every night since
I messed up just one time
I've been paying my pence

[Chorus 2]
So I'm sorry that I never did nothing
Said I'm sorry that I spent a night with my friends
Know I'm sorry, I know I cannot be forgiven
Too bad I know what I'm missing
So I'm sorry that I never did nothing
Said I'm sorry that I spent a night with my friends
Know I'm sorry, I know I cannot be forgiven
Too bad I know what I'm missing

[Verse 3]
(Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah Sitch)
Yeah she calling me bastard
Messed up on that one night
Call me a disaster
Fighting in my own mind
I can't take it, so I'm plastered
Wasting all of my time
Loving what I'm after
Takes a toll on my mind
Living in the negatives
Crying while I'm making it
Send a text, she's saving it
Promise that she's hating it
Send a paragraph, I'm getting back just pain so
Ignoring everything, I'm turning up the bass slow
Hating on the world so I just give back madness
I just want a girl who's attached like it's magnet
Knowing I can't have it, moving like I'm stagnant
I made one mistake and now my life is in the past tense
One night
One death
Die quick
Last breath
No time, makes sense
To get back what I had left
Now my life is vacant
Now my life don't make sense
Maybe it's just better this way, so I should face it
(Oh my God, you're an idiot)