theres always xanax

Suddenly, things have settled down
I wanna find a place where I can stay
Now I feel things will turn around
Hope you'll give me somewhere to stay

I wanna be reborn by the sea
Never learned to swim but I like the sound
And if the water takes me in the end
I'll let myself drown

I had a dream you came back for me
And all the things that we had done before
We didn't make the same mistakes we'd made
Somehow I felt as hollow in the end
I had a dream I'm by the sea
I saw that house every night for years
I'm trying to keep it safe inside my head
Somehow it's still got away from me