Hole

We agree there's no such thing as fate, right?
There's no being cursed or someone born to lose
So tell me who can I blame for my plight?
It's not a lack of trying or unlucky shoes
From out of nowhere something pushes me
Slipping down a slope into a hole
I can't stop the feeling in my gut
I get a thought I can't control
I look over the edge I know I'm going down
I get it in my head
Fall in the hole
The advice is stacking up from my friends
Just snap out of it or relax and let it be
Do you think I choose to fail on purpose?
Hard to build confidence on a losing spree
From out of nowhere something pushes me
Slipping down a slope into a hole
I can't stop the feeling in my gut
I get a thought I can't control
I look over the edge I know I'm going down
I get it in my head
Fall in the hole
Maybe I deserve
Maybe I deserve to lose
Maybe I deserve
Maybe I deserve to lose
Maybe I deserve
Maybe I deserve to lose
Maybe I deserve
Maybe I deserve to lose
I can't stop the feeling in my gut
I get a thought I can't control
I look over the edge I know I'm going down
I get it in my head
Fall in the hole