Journey so Far

I'm afraid, I'm afraid of losing you
I'm afraid, I'm afraid of losing you
Losing you
Yeah

Standing up a building and staring at my city when something hit me
Have I been ungrateful for my 20 and wanting fifty?
Have I been ungrateful for the people traveling with me and looking out for love when I got people that really get me
See lately, I've been looking out for pieces to complete me
With total disregard for the things that come to me cheaply
I'm throwing out these bricks I get until the story become the story of the stones the builder rejected
You see this life is really something you get lost in
How you stuck in the future and never peek at the last end
Why' the talk of the future when you dying in past tense
Oh shit! This shit is a movie everybody play they parts in
Yeah, I know a couple niggas working on a crime scene
All for the party my niggas baking to put the icing on a time piece
I got a girl and she really put her heart in
FOC the love these niggaz buy with they hard earned

I used to wear my heart on my sleeve for every set of action until I realized I really had a stupid sense of fashion
I used to put on my shoes and chase after things, money, women and friends until I learned of the law of attraction
Loving with passion how these girls kinda feeling attached
And long distance ain't a problem, my dick longer than that
You see this road full of snakes, quite a dangerous path man I won't even cap these niggaz are crap

My mama called and told me son, I hope you talking to God
I know you work but looking to heaven's how you get the reward
I wasn't made to find it but I found it, who'd have thought it? something special, far from normal when I started looking inward
Now how you tell your mama truly that she talking to God
2 years in AI spent writing those features and creating solutions from scratch was all just part of the plan
But people never understand me until I'm out of the land
I share that thing with Christ, I'm feeling like the son of the man
You know what happen with price when you dealing with supply and demand
It's why all of my exes still be craving for a slice of the man
It's how I leave you feeling like I did it with a sleight of a hand
I thought about C**** and I thought about all the lies that I heard
How that nigga your cousin when you dated him as soon as we ended
We used to talk about building a business and starting a family
Turns out, most companies fall out just when you starting to brand it
I'm talking too candid, life goes in circles I'm coming around it
Poor Tracy ate from a' apple she never knew who planted
Pretty lil thing, we see life from different angles from every point we standing, so what she sees in me I can't understand it
This ain't about money, it's gon take more than numbers for me to figure it out, still we having complicated problems and finding my ex for closure could be the key to us working it out
But then what the fuck am I really talking about
Uhn

I'm afraid, I'm afraid of losing you
Losing you