Fall Through

[Verse 1]
Visualizing a difference in distance and all the shit that I'm missing
Man I wish I would listen
Take a sec, I'm realizing I got persistence in...
The mission I wanna hold onto
Don't wanna prolong doing
Just keep it moving
So through with all the confusion
I'm losing my mind
More each day
In the pouring rain
Checking puddles for reflections of my soul
It look like gold
There ain't no glitters there
Wanna fucking disappear
Just listen clear
Falling on my face like a big disgrace
Hope the days go at a pace
Where I can still realize my place
And I...
Can't hide that I fucked up a couple times
Slipping up a couple rhymes
I left that back in Separate Lives
Been growing better but don't feel it
Man I just wanna kill it
But others' been there done that
I'm just tryna make a comeback
Resurrect the game the best I can
But I am just a single man
When the night so cold and I wanna let go
I really hope I ain't

[Hook: Carmen Ornelas]
I'm tripping, falling through
Don't know where to go from here
I see it from the bottom tryna make it to the top
I'm waiting to make a move
Visions blurred, gotta make it clear
Guarantee, I'll fight, sometimes you gotta fall through

[Bridge: Terrell]
Fall through, fall through, fall through
Thinking to myself I know I'm

[Verse 2]
Realizing when I analyze how I feel sometimes
When I'm in my mind or I'm in my feels
How sometimes I just cannot deal
How I wanna just drop to the bottom line
They don't pay me no never mind
I walk past putting my head down
Not caring where I head now
So on this lonely road I go
So cold, God damn I hate the snow
They know that I got loads of flows
But they refuse to watch me grow
Though I ain't grass
These blades of rhymes will slash the air without a care
And break the glass
And make it crash, reflections start to reappear
But this time they're so shattered as if they just never mattered
What if all the thoughts I've gathered just scattered
I mean I'd rather
Pick up my pen, start to vent again
I'm on my Marshall Mathers
But if you want Terrell then I guess you should pick the latter

[Hook]
I'm tripping, falling through
Don't know where to go from here
I see it from the bottom tryna make it to the top
I'm waiting to make a move
Visions blurred, gotta make it clear
Guarantee, I'll fight, sometimes you gotta fall through

[Verse 3]
Fall through until I reach a better place
I've earned a spot in hell, oh well, I only need a taste
Been hot to the core
Gotta move forward
Hear so much that I'm talented, that shit can't go to waste
In a worst case scenario
Yeah I'm in your stereo
But only after I've passed, it's scary though
You hear me though
I'm breaking through
Every fucking boundary that they placed me in
Thinking out the box, my tops misshapen
I'm an alien
But fuck that shit
I'm focusing on tryna live my dreams
So far it seems
That I just bleed my art onto a blank canvas
I'm thinking man I can't stand this
I didn't mean to plan this
Deep depressing bullshit that they never wanna hear
Maybe they fear the Holy Ghost or they just wanna disappear
I mean, I'm near to my hearing
Will they give me life or death
Am I cursed or am I blessed
The truth is I'm just obsessed
With myself and no one else can understand this type of mess

[Outro]
I'm tripping, falling through
Don't know where to go from here
I see it from the bottom tryna make it to the top
I'm waiting to make a move
Visions blurred, gotta make it clear
Guarantee, I'll fight, sometimes you gotta fall through