I Don't Know Who I Am Without You

I've been telling myself that I'm gonna be fine
Nobody makes it out without a few goodbyes
I'll be alright on the tip of my tongue
But you left a vacuum in my life
That sucked the air out of my lungs

So I try (so I try)
And I make my peace
I decide (I decide)
That it's meant to be
And I lie in bed and try to push shit down

But I don't know who I am without you
I don't know how to sing without you
On and on and on, I'm breaking
Bracing for another day
I don't know how to be without you
I don't know how to breathe without you
On and on and on, I'm breaking
Bracing for another day

I hate that I feel like I shouldn't be mad
It's not like you took something that wasn't yours to have
I'm telling myself that it isn't the end
If I can soldier on then maybe I will find my voice again

It's a taste (it's a taste)
Of a bitter pill
And I hate (and I hate)
Dying on this hill
But I save my favorite pieces just in case

But I don't know who I am without you
I don't know how to sing without you
On and on and on, I'm breaking
Bracing for another day
I don't know how to be without you
I don't know how to breathe without you
On and on and on, I'm breaking
Bracing for another day

Sharp like the water in my lungs
As it filters out the sun
And I realize that I will never see that light again
I command my voice to laugh
So that you won't hear it crack
So I can hold it back

But I don't know who I am without you
I don't know how to sing without you
On and on and on, I'm breaking
Bracing for another day
I don't know how to be without you
I don't know how to breathe without you
On and on and on, I'm breaking
Bracing for another day