Not There

Well I'm so sorry
I didn't mean to, hurt you
That bad
In this dark dream
Inside you and me
Well I left you
I left you like a
Grain amongst the sand
I'm a pensive lonely man by now
Well, now that we
Are over
Once around, now you've...disappeared
All the years gone by and all the tears I've cried
Will I find you?
Will I find you waiting
Oh, there for me, up in Heaven
How, am I going to make it?
When your loves not there
And I get sick of crying
God, I can not take it
When your loves not there
And I get sick of crying?
Now this husbands all alone
No wife or call it life as he breaks down, he breaks down.
Holds this pistol in his hand
A ticket to the land of lost
So long wasted life
It's gonna be
A long wasted love
Well how, am I going to make it?
When your loves not there
And I get sick of crying
God, I can not take it
When your loves not there
And I get sick of crying
Well I'll write you all a letter
To say my last goodbye
I just think it's time for me to go away
Cause the sun it seems to sink now
Like my love into her grave
This life is not yet over
But it doesn't need to be saved
Well the chambers of my heart
They echo all the same
I'm a solitary man
Who drives himself insane
Well we'll all come back
And we'll smile once again
I'll try and try, until I die, to make you understand
My love, I'll make you understand
How am I going to make it?
You're never going to stop me now
Until I find my way
Oh God, I can not take it
When your loves not there
And I get sick of crying
Sick of crying
Sick of crying...............