To Be Rid Of You
[Verse]
Once I forget
How sharp the picture used to be
I'll acquiesce this is how it's supposed to be
Being nothing is as whole as it gets
Reconcile to a life lived with silhouettes
Desensitise
How could I be so weak?
For a brief moment I forgot oceans got this deep
I'm not who I thought I'd be by now
Your silence has never been so loud
[Chorus]
Think I'm losing the fight
Too tired to run and can't hide
Out of hope left to find
And I just lost my fucking mind
Think I'm losing the fight
Too tired to run and can't hide
Out of hope left to find
And I just lost my fucking mind
I don't care what you say
Just need to hear something
Think I'm losing the fight
Too tired to run and can't hide
Out of hope left to find
And I just lost my fucking mind
[Verse]
This is not my home
And these intentions are not my own
I understand you need stability
So let me know when you've outgrown
The things I'd do to be rid of you
Losing control, I let you through
Do anything to find some peace
But now I haven't slept sober in weeks
[Chorus]
Think I'm losing the fight
Too tired to run and can't hide
Out of hope left to find
And I just lost my fucking mind
Think I'm losing the fight
Too tired to run and can't hide
Out of hope left to find
And I just lost my fucking mind
I don't care what you say
Just need to hear something
Think I'm losing the fight
Too tired to run and can't hide
Out of hope left to find
And I just lost my fucking mind