What Did I Have That I Don’t Have

What did I have that I don't have?
What did she like that I lost track of?
What did I do that I don't do the way I did before
What isn't there that once was there?
What have I got a great big lack of?

Something in me that
She could see that
Beckons to her no more
Oh, I'm, I'm just a victim of time

Obsolete in my prime
Not-of-date and outclassed, by my past!
What did she love that there's none of?
What did I lose the warm sweet knack of?

Wouldn't I be the late great me if I knew how?
Oh, what did I have I don't have now?

I wish I knew