Cold Fingers

Wake up in the morning and I ask myself
Is life worth living should I blast myself
I got a life policy should I cash myself
That's what I used to think before I mastered self
I had the world on my shoulders not my Atlas self 
I stayed inebriated I was half myself
I wanted to be free but I would trap myself
In a tangle of deceit I would wrap myself
Like hey oh it's gonna be ok
If I just go to sleep it'll doze away
If I just take a toke it'll blow away
If I just take a sip it'll flow away
But I woke up to a life
that was worse than the sight
Of a pair of red eyes
In the middle of the night
Sending chills down your spine
Without reason without rhyme
But I still couldn't shake it anxiety run high
Enzymes in my mind would devise my demise
It made me the guy that was post traumatized
And my mind was so fried like two eggs sunny side
Anxieties got such cold fingers
It grips you and bad feeling lingers
It feels as if someone has tinkered
And took something from you that they won't relinquish
You don't know what's missing you feel slightly empty
You try to act strong but inside your trembling
Tough guy sure only with the cameras on
Imagine seeing joe Pesci as a vagabond
Hey oh it's gonna be ok
If I just go to sleep it'll doze away
If I just take a toke it'll blow away
If I just take a sip it'll flow away
Like hey oh it's gonna be ok
If I just go to sleep it'll doze away
If I just take a toke it'll blow away
If I just take a sip it'll flow away
Like hey oh it's gonna be ok
If I just go to sleep it'll doze away
If I just take a toke it'll blow away
If I just take a sip it'll flow away
Like hey oh it's gonna be ok
If I just go to sleep it'll doze away
If I just take a toke it'll blow away
If I just take a sip it'll flow away
Like hey oh hey oh hey oh hey
Hey oh hey oh hey oh hey
Hey oh hey oh hey oh hey
Hey oh hey oh hey oh hey
Oh hey