Colorblind

You don't understand me, though I wish you would
Don’t misunderstand me, I love you ‘cause I should
In and out the same old routine that I know
Spin around in circles and hope it doesn’t show

I been here before I know this door
The one that leads to nowhere and swallows you whole

Let me paint the portrait of living in my mind
You can choose the colors ‘cause I am colorblind

I’m trying to forgive you but it’s hard
I wondered and I worried you’d forget about me

You tell me I can’t sing right – you start the undermining
Never mind some guidance – kick me when I’m down
Every time you go to try to track me down
I’ll be hidin’ round the corner with an evil little frown

I’m trying to forgive, I’ve come this far
I know I’ve got to let you go and move on