Never noticed

[Verse]
Never noticed on the come up, in too deep to lose my focus
Dirty sprite inside the double cup, tonight I upped the dosage
Walkin' on the moon, no gravity up here, it’s like I'm floatin'
Lost some homies, I cut ties the moment that they did me bogus
I’m alone, I'm used to that, my heart's covered in stitches
I done tried to put a hole in it, I missed that shit by inches
It's so hard to wanna stay alive when everybody switches
Saint Laurent on, head to toе, I got this money out the kitchen
Not rеlatable, most of y'all ain't feelin' like me
I don't fit in anywhere cuz no one wants to be beside me
I’on have the strength to keep my faith, you see, belief is blinding
Music brings me peace, I cook the beat and then I keep on rhyming
Real depression never fades away, it stays attached
You only have one choice so end it quick or make it last
Painful memories resurface when you feed the past
And I can’t help but reminisce, you know that I'll relapse