Gone Away

[Intro]
I'm so close to being gone away
I'm sorry, but I guess today's the day
And you're the thing that makes me wanna stay
But it's not worth all this pain I have to face
I know that you feel bad for me, but don't
Don't say that my decision here is wrong
Don't worry, I'll still be there when I'm gone
This was my fate since day one, all along

[Chorus]
Walking down the road and I'm seeing all these faces
They're happy, with good lives, and I just have to face it
I'm worthless, I'm stupid, I fucked up my entire life
And now I'm building false memories all based on lies
"Just bе good to yourself" and what, I'll get something back?
I feel likе I am in Hell, my heart is under attack
I'm just a loser, I'm so fucking fun to abuse
I'm an abuser, I put too many pills in my food

[Verse 1]
Listen to me when I open my mouth
It's not fucking hard, just stop being loud
You're screaming in my ear; I think you made it bleed
Kinda like my music, ha-ha, he-he
This shit is fucking ass, and I get that a lot
How do I grow any bigger without switching to pop?
See, it just won't ever happen, maybe I should give up
I know this sounds edgy, but I'm 'bout to go cut
The people my age look at me and they laugh
"What a pussy" he says, and feels good on his behalf
He better hope to God tomorrow that he's out of class
I'm just joking, but if I could, I'd shoot his unforgiving ass
I have to say it once, if I don't, I might forget
Names don't bother me; the abuse is why I'm dead
Dead? Yes, I'm fucking dead on the inside
With a bullet in my head, can't you understand why I'm

[Chorus]
Walking down the road and I'm seeing all these faces
They're happy, with good lives, and I just have to face it
I'm worthless, I'm stupid, I fucked up my entire life
And now I'm building false memories all based on lies
"Just be good to yourself" and what, I'll get something back?
I feel like I am in Hell, my heart is under attack
I'm just a loser, I'm so fucking fun to abuse
I'm an abuser, I put too many pills in my food
There's a lot of things that you don't know
There's one too many, that I don't wanna show
And to think that this could've been prevented
If you guys shut your mouths, you idiots really did this
I'm about to be gone away
Gone, gone, gone away
Like far away in a grave
Gone, gone, gone away

[Verse 2]
Are you listening? cuz I'm opening my mouth
Do I have to scream in your ear? I can get pretty loud
You're just ignoring me; it tells me that you don't care
Get up and deal with me instead of just sitting there
You're the pussy, I'm the one who's gonna fuck you up
When I'm gone, you'll care, so until then, shut up
When you pushed me to the wall, I opened my eyes
I couldn't breathe, you didn't care, the first to despise
I got punched in the face for sticking up for a friend
All I did was ask politely to stop fucking with him
And you didn't, you added me to your shit-list
If I saw you again, I would be sent to prison
The names don't mess with me as much as the abuse
But I'm fucking telling you that those are still a problem too
They're creating false thoughts of who I am everyday
I'm about to be gone, fuck everyone, I'm gone away

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm so close to being gone away
I'm sorry, but I guess today's the day

[Chorus]
Walking down the road and I'm seeing all these faces
They're happy, with good lives, and I just have to face it
I'm worthless, I'm stupid, I fucked up my entire life
And now I'm building false memories all based on lies
"Just be good to yourself" and what, I'll get something back?
I feel like I am in Hell, my heart is under attack
I'm just a loser, I'm so fucking fun to abuse
I'm an abuser, I put too many pills in my food
There's a lot of things that you don't know
There's one too many, that I don't wanna show
And to think that this could've been prevented
If you guys shut your mouths, you idiots really did this
I'm about to be gone away
Gone, gone, gone away
Like far away in a grave
Gone, gone, gone away