Not Today

I looked you in the eye
You are the most alive
Then I woke up one day and just walked away

You got everyone's attention
But nobody's heart
I might come back again, but not today

I read your magazine
I saw your movie screen
I touched your golden peaches and I walked away

I drank your sweet champaigne
I took your meek cocaine
I might do it again, but not today
I might do it again, but not today

I'm gonna step against my fear
Lean into the only love thats real
I mighta lose it again, but not today

She loved me just enough to remain confused
But not too much to just walk away
She loved me anytime
I was a mess at times
She mighta love me again, but not today
She mighta love me again, but not today
She mighta love me again, but not today