Rainy Days

Can't save yourself through the people you try to please
Locked in a fight between fear and what you believe
Passed the past man you know that we came from blood on the leaves
Cold spirits breaking promises I was dying to keep
But see I can't get too down on myself, gotta stay with it
Long nights with nobody around to tell me I'm gifted
Only hype man you need is yourself no need for recruits
Plans ain't gon work by theyself, you gotta see through
Tell the truth I got some issues I won't bring to the light
Can't trust a nigga to be there if you wrong or you right
But trust that I'm on the grind til I'm bored of skating on wax
Lost a lot of shit but I only want my confidence back
Feel time slipping right through my hands
It just started but the ride feel close to the end
I discarded what was mine just to give to them
Was disheartened but excited to be gaining again
I been hurt but still I'm working when my backs against the wall
When them rainy daze contain you baby tell me who you'll call
Put your pride beside yourself cause you stay solid through it all
It's okay if you gon stumble cause you know you will not fall
Now in a sense (Innocence) I can see that you lost that
Confidence inside yourself that's holding your spark back
I been moving different after Reason had told me to stay consistent
Gotta a peek at what my freedom was like and don't wanna give it
Up the price on my time and mind cause iss valuable
Peace ain't come from nobody else it gotta come outta you
Searching for the answers gon leave you searching forever
Don't get caught up in ascension it's trouble upping the altitude
Thinking within, give your attention to your needs
Clean your soul and forgive, and nothing better than release
Gain control of your fears, know that they only there to strengthen
Grab a hold of your feels, nobody else out there can save em
Cause your mind is tough enough, know you're a one of one
Can't leave you lone cause in life you be number one
Breath when you feeling stress, sit when you need to rest
Don't quit on dreams when it's tough never know what's next
I been hurt but still I'm working when my backs against the wall
When them rainy daze contain you baby tell me who you'll call
Put your pride inside yourself cause you stay solid through it all
It's okay if you gon stumble cause you know you will not fall