Luna et Altum

I’ve been trying to come to terms with the loss of my youth
I know it’s something I’ll have to get used to
But when I look at myself in the mirror
The reflection is not me

It’s all the signs that scare me
All the cracks that appeared in my skin
It’s all the signs that scare me
The signs I’m going downhill

I can’t look at myself in the mirror (no, no, no)
No I won’t look at myself in the mirror
The reflection is not me
It’s not me

And it just feels like I’m caught in a current
And it’s dragging me further away
From the person that I want to be
And now the shorеs just out of reach

I’ll never gеt back to the boy I used to be
I’ll never get back, I don’t recognise me

I’ve been trying to come to terms with the loss of my youth
But it’s just something I can’t get used to
Cause when I look at myself in the mirror I despise what I see

I want to feel like the man I aspire to be

Cause it just feels like I’m caught in a current
And it’s dragging me further away
From the person that I want to be
And now the shores just out of reach

Cause it just feels like I’m caught in a current
And it’s dragging me further away
From the person that I want to be
And now the shores just out of reach

I’ll never get back to the boy I used to be
I’ll never get back

So these crows’ feet next to my eyes show every smile and every frown
And these weathered hands built a life I should be proud of
How I wish I could be proud of it