We All Got Some Things
I'll admit it, I relapsed after I quit it
I found some whiskey that I hid in the kitchen
I tried to throw it out, but I was obviously trippin'
Twisted the cap off the bottle, I poured a glass and I sipped it
I lit a cigarette and blew out the smoke
Took a couple Ativans, I shoulda threw out the dope
Last time that I got wasted, didn't do it alone
With the homies back in Canada, I puked in the snow
They always said I'd be a screw-up 'til I proved 'em wrong
Chased my dream for years until I blew up, knew that I was strong
Guess I got too cocky and I screwed up, bruises on my arms
I'll beat myself to death, man, I'm the same old stupid Tom
I tell myself that it was one time only
But the craving claws at me every time I'm lonely
Parents shouldn't bury their children, I keep going
But this road ends somewhere, I just hope that they know me
We all got some things that we're goin' through
Stop livin' in the day that it broke you
We all got some things that we're goin' through
If demons chase the brave, then they chose you
You don't know my life or anything that I'm about
I was left for dead, counted out, so I'm out
Standin' in the streets, tears runnin' down my cheeks
I'm starvin', need to eat, but I'm chasin' down this dream
Used to sleep in the traphouse tryna take the rap route
Stay up all night hearin' beats 'til I passed out
Never thought makin' it would bring this much pain
This is how I feel, please listen to what I'm sayin'
I really take Xans, I don't do it for fashion
Helps with my panic attacks, overreactin'
Hopefully one day I'll be cool like Andre
Until then, I'm sorry, Ms. Jackson
I really take Klonopin, I gotta be honest
I take a lot of it, noddin' in an out on the ottoman
I really been to the bottom and I go
And make myself at home like I'm wanted there, man, I'm out of it
We all got some things that we're goin' through
Stop livin' in the day that it broke you
We all got some things that we're goin' through
If demons chase the brave, then they chose you
I'm on a ship in a bottle
I'm tryna weather this storm
I should be headin' for shelter
But I'm afraid of the shore
I'm on a ship in a bottle
I'm tryna ride with the waves
I heard my demons will follow
I've been goin' through things
We all got some things that we're goin' through
Stop livin' in the day that it broke you
We all got some things that we're goin' through
If demons chase the brave, then they chose you