Control (feat. Basqi)

Henny in my hand and the bottle cold
Only way to deal with a broken soul
Got a lot of anger that I can't control
Been a long night now I'm on my own
Can't slow down all I do is go
Had a lotta friends now I'm all alone
Talk your shit you can throw your stones
Devil on my shoulder threw the angel to the wolves
Devil on my shoulder no I'm not alone
Feel my head spinning just like a cyclone
When I see my mother ya she a gravestone
Her departure made my heart hurt
Time makes these things worse
Find her ID in an old purse
Keep it in my wallet she's the reason that I'm solid
Call it what you call it
I'm doing what they can't do
That's me facts see, sick I need a vaccine
Liquor can't relax me
I was in the trash where it's nasty
Used to have to trap, to make a stack
Flip a pack, from Rutherford to Major Mack
Thank God for rap, I ain't never going back
Used to sleep, take a nap
Feeling weak, I was fat
Every week looking at the thermostat
Feeling washed laundromat
Friends I had, where they at?
Henny in my hand and the bottle cold
Only way to deal with a broken soul
Got a lot of anger that I can't control
Been a long night now I'm on my own
Can't slow down all I do is go
Had a lotta friends now I'm all alone
Talk your shit you can throw your stones
Devil on my shoulder threw the angel to the wolves
I've been In my head for way too long
Hard to tell what's right from wrong
Alcohol on my breath it's strong
Hearts racing from some shit I'm on
Still spinning from the night before
Can't remember it's all blur
Moving fast no time to swerve
Lost control feel like I'm cursed
Still, I put in all this work
Pulling my roots out the dirt
Been on my grind
Struggling through harder times
Fighting the demons inside
Didn't think I could survive
But I made it out alive
Henny in my hand and the bottle cold
Only way to deal with a broken soul
Got a lot of anger that I can't control
Been a long night now I'm on my own
Can't slow down all I do is go
Had a lotta friends now I'm all alone
Talk your shit you can throw your stones
Devil on my shoulder threw the angel to the wolves