Goin Thru It

[Intro]
What up? (What up? Man)
Why I been goin' through it? (Goin' through it)
It's been a minute since I touched the mic' (I touched the mic', yeah, for real)
I've been tryin' not to show that shit (Show that shit)
I ain't been feelin' this shit lately (Feelin' this shit lately, not at all)
Yeah, it's hard for me to hide it (Hide it)
They got me on [?] and shit ([?] and shit, curfew)
I'm grateful (I'm grateful), but

[Verse]
Why it feel like the system was tryna leech me? (Tryna leech)
Sometimes I hate bein' black, tell 'em bleach me (Tell 'em bleach me)
Damn near cried 'cause I felt what he was preachin' (Yеah)
Disregard that old head on the 'nеt, he just reachin'
They put me on the news, paintin' pictures 'bout some old shit (Man)
But they ain't tell 'em, been a minute since I stole shit (I stole shit)
But they ain't tell 'em it been a minute since I sold bricks (Since I sold bricks)
They spoke on cases that I beat, boy, that's a cold lick
Don't ask me about my case if y'ain't got nothin' on my lawyer
Don't ask me, "Is she straight?", 'cause you ain't gon' take care of my daughter
I guess they forgot, when it flooded, we gave back water
They still tryna blame for a gang I claimed at Carter (Hold up)
How you rushed him in? Why he grievin'? (Why he grievin'?)
I got shot, they would cuff me while I was bleedin' (While I was bleedin')
Mama told me, "Respect anything breathin'" (Breathin')
OG told me, "Cut him off if he theivin'" (Fuck him)
The first probation just a set-up (Just a set-up)
They be like, "Freddy, you need to let up" (You need to let up)
If you never lost a partner, you need to shut up (Shut up)
[?] I used to love tried to get me wet up
Playin' for the Jets, I used to dream I'll make the league (League)
But soon as I leave, I knew that shit was make believe ('Lieve)
Why some of my closest partners breathe on machines? ('Chines)
Too many niggas greedy, they don't know how to play for teams (Nah)
Fuckin' with the rap (Rap), make me hate that I left the trap
Bunch of fake niggas, fake smiles and some handouts
Grown ass mans, waitin' around for a handout
Take too long to help him, fuck around and get yo' man clapped (Cold)
People do anything for some clout (Clout)
She mad at me 'cause she fucked my partner, what's that about? (That about)
He talkin' down, I guess he heard we run the town (Run the town)
They gon' blame Freddy when somebody gun him down
Come before me, got a warrant, it's safe to say he racist (Racist)
They ask me why I'm in the hood, that's where I feel the safest (Safest)
Somebody ain't right, only a few knew where that place at
I got popped by the same cops that said I wasn't gon' make it
(Woah)
Free [?], he just waitin' on a placement (Placement)
He got robbed for violatin' probation (Man)
They say he did, but he didn't, though (Nah)
He only locked up 'cause said it was in his video (My dawg)
[?] tellin' people I was goin' fed (Goin' fed)
You wonder how he knew that? 'Cause the law said it ('Cause he told 'em)
Fuck 'em both, they only hate 'cause they ain't with me (Fuck 'em both)
Too many people against me 'cause they know I'm gifted ('Cause I'm gifted)
Now they sayin' I'm puttin' the money in the trenches (Come on, now)
They must don't know, I don't trust none of them niggas (Not at all)
If you say you love me, tell me why you did it for (What you do it for?)
I'm gettin' judged for shit that I did ten years ago
Come on, man