Every piece of me

During the day I think I’m fine
Until I’m wide awake and can’t sleep at night
Thoughts permeate every piece of me
If healing is life, it’s getting hard to breathe

Hospital room
You’re dressed in white clothes
You said you’d see me soon
But now I’m all alone

During the day I grow so numb
Until it’s the middle of the night and I come undone
You’re gone but the furniture is still here
Never wanted this day to come in 20 years

Hospital room
You’re dressed in white clothes
Didn’t think it was the last time I’d see you
That night when I went home

I know you’d want me to be happy
But lately my lips are turning blue
You’d want me to live a healthy life
But right now I wish I could join you