NOTE

Intro: Look I am at a point where I literally cannot take this anymore

You said you were sorry u hurt me
But you justified treating me shitty
You said ignoring me made u seem like a dick
But that it got that stress out your life
Didn’t know I was such a burden
Your words cut me like a knife

Just another note in my notes app
Todays 15th recap
On the pain I’m still feeling
Glad to know you’ve healed
It’s hard for me to keep on healing
When my wounds aren’t sealed

You said you were fine with me
And that you didn’t hate me
But you ignore my pain
Boiling inside my brain
Couldn’t еven answer my texts
To makе this hurt rest
You said I might hate your response
But I hate the silence more
I wish I could break you
To even the score

My baggage isn’t your problem
But you were so shitty
One day I’ll find a man
In New York City
I won’t care if you hurt or not
Cuz by then I’ll have moved on
But one day I hope you commiserate
And hear my pain in this song

I’m not writing this to hate you
Even though I don’t like you
I’m just trying to speak my truth
And heal from the memory of you