Comedown

[Verse 1]
Knees weak from all this wondering
What's it really for?
Head's blank post hundred pages
I'll pen a hundred more
Said "wait a minute – I was supposed to change"
But all the reasons left me with the mess they made
And oh god, here we go again

[Chorus]
I'll fix myself with another round
I can't come down, I'm a goner now
I'm two weeks in, no different
I don't feel anything but all the wounds I've self-inflicted
Heart's headed southbound
But I can't come down, I'm a goner now

[Verse 2]
The tree-speaker drunk's still out here
I stopped to say hello
And I saw my friends on Church Street
They're greyer than before
"Hold up a minute though, you're just like them –
You had to come here to remind yourself"
And here we go again

[Chorus]
I'll fix myself with another round
I can't come down, I'm a goner now
I'm two weeks in, no different
I don't feel anything but all the wounds I've self-inflicted
Heart's headed southbound
But I can't come down, I'm a goner now

[Bridge]
I'll fix myself with another round
I'll stitch old seams just to tear 'em out
I'll find myself when I'm coming down
But oh my god, I'm a goner now

[Chorus]
I'll fix myself with another round
I can't come down, I'm a goner now
I'm two weeks in, no different
I don't feel anything but all the wounds I've self-inflicted
Heart's headed southbound
But I can't come down, I'm a goner now