Nothing Left
(Bridge)
I can’t be myself
Don’t know who that is no more
I need something else
Drugs don’t seem to work no more
Always unfulfilled
Try my best to fill the void
I don’t need your help
I can do this on my own
(Chorus)
Everybody want a piece of me
But I got nothing inside left to give
I’m sick of everyone telling me
I need to get back on top of my shit
I do not wanna be part of your group
I don’t wanna be part of your clique (nah)
Leave me alone I just wanna stay home
I get panic attacks when I leave (ya)
Say something that’s real
Cos I can’t read between the lines
Hard to say what’s on my mind
When all the drugs have made me blind
I been isolating lately
I ain’t tryna go outside
Walls are closing in on me
Feels like I’m running out of time
Every time I open up my mouth it’s full of lies
Changed so much this past year I can’t look you in the eyes
And say I’m the old me cos I left the old me behind
Might as well just hang myself I’ve wasted all my life (yeah)
I been feeling so depressed
I forgot to take my meds
Used to be so happy
Now I want a bullet in my head
Hoping that someone can shed
Light on all the things I said
I was in the moment
So it might be something I regret
(Bridge)
I can’t be myself
Don’t know who that is no more
I need something else
Drugs don’t seem to work no more
Always unfulfilled
Try my best to fill the void
I don’t need your help
I can do this on my own
(Chorus)
Everybody want a piece of me
But I got nothing inside left to give
I’m sick of everyone telling me
I need to get back on top of my shit
I do not wanna be part of your group
I don’t wanna be part of your clique (nah)
Leave me alone I just wanna stay home
I get panic attacks when I leave (ya)
In the last 3 years I seen like most my idols pass away (RIP)
I’m just sitting wishing I could make it through another day
Every time I relapse on the drugs I’m feeling so ashamed
Try my best to keep a level head but I’m slipping away
I don’t care about sentiment
I don’t want a wedding ring
Please just give me anything
So I feel like myself again
I’m so tired of everything
Tired of all the judgement
Tired of working hard
I need a holiday or something
Tired of all my enemies succeeding where I’m failing
Need to get the energy to show them I ain’t playing
What’s the point in being sober nobody believe me
What’s the point in crying over bitches who gon’ leave me
I need someone in my life I can rely on
All I ever wanted was a shoulder I could cry on
Snakes are all around me when I look around it’s pythons
I stay exposed, so they got something they can bite on