Let Me Go

How did we even get here?
Know it’s been a crazy year
But I felt our future was just oh so clear
We don’t hug as much these days
At the ends of the bed we lay
I face away to hide my falling tears
I know how I get sometimes
Even though you say I’m fine
I can tell when you just wanted to keep the peace
So before I lose my mind
And lose you for good this time
I need to walk away from you for me

Honestly I’ve never been on break before
This is hard, it’s so hard
Always had a problem giving up control
I’ve let my guard, down before
I just need a minute I can’t take no more
Close the door, don’t say no
I know that resentment isn’t what you want, so
So let me go, let me go

You can see me, but can you feel?
Sometimes I think you don't see me for real
All that's in view is all there is to do
And all I can do for you
But not what I'm going through
I'm not one to complain, I struggle to communicate
But you can't hold space for me if you got a full plate
And I want you to eat, I want you to dream, be all you can be
Even if it's without me. This ain't easy, no..

I ain't never really been in love before
Or stayed for sure, it's a chore
Trying to give you everything that you want
And play my part, but it's so hard
Sometimes I feel like I'm not enough for you
Enough for me, I try to be
This must be the hardest thing to ask, I know
Just let me go..

Honestly I’ve never been on break before
This is hard, it’s so hard
Always had a problem giving up control
I’ve let my guard, down before
I just need a minute I can’t take no more
Close the door, don’t say no
I know that resentment isn’t what you want, so
So let me go

I love you but you should let me go..
Let me go...
Let me go...