Silently

So this time I am the one to blame,
The last time I almost drowned it did not feel the same
And now I am holding out the pain
And I feel never helped,
I hurt myself when I shut this all away.

This time the world can hear me as I'm screaming on the floor,
I feel so far away from here,
So I'm standing back inside stepping back inside of me,
This time the voice is screaming,
It screams in me, inside of me.

And now I am wanting this to change
Cause this time I've come too far again I run away
As I head out of things so far away
Cause I still remember how I hurt myself and shut this all away.

This time the world can hear me as I'm screaming on the floor,
I feel so far away from here,
So I'm standing back inside stepping back inside of me,
This time the voice is screaming,
It screams in me, inside of me.

It screams in me.

This time the world can hear me as I'm screaming on the floor,
I feel so far away from here,
So I'm standing back inside stepping back inside of me,
This time the voice is screaming,
It screams in me, it screams in me, inside of me.