No Show (Album Version)

Yeah

Yeah, they try to do it like I can do it
Yeah, I'm fighting stupid and I might just lose it
Put a spider to it cuz I'm biting bullets to inspire music, godamn
And I'm crying to it
My high astute and the lies that moved in
I might just lose it, what if I can't do it?
I'm aight and lucid but my lights are putting that dim

And
I won't show
I've been on the down low
Nah that's a no show
And my head's my own home
And everyday it's the same shit
I been lowkey feeling like I'm mazed in
Heart just keeps on racing, in bathroom can't stop shaking, my dome spent
And since '10 I've felt a lone kid
This the only thing I roll with, and the only thing I know is

I do it for myself, couldn't care less 'bout the show biz
Tho I'm not careless
I'm getting hairless with rappers that can't do nothing
But rap about money and "yo bitch"
But that's on some low shit
I do it to elevate, tho some days I spit about all the hate
But
I'm counting time, guess I'm complicated
Light-hearted person but I'm hard at beats and the heart shit
Gonna throwback to lisbon and hard shit
Growth fight
Now I live with the hardship, it goes like
Got put in a loop, was it worth it, who knew?
Probably perfect to you but the culprit's the dude in the mirror
I'm reflecting in two and I'm stressing to you tho the lesson is nude
Now I circle lagoons but the agressor's the soothness that clear it
I guess I was left with me losing the spirit (When?)
Back when I was seven, swans are swimming
Grew up, too done, I was lost and screaming
I played in the park, in the walls, in cement
Now it's all in the past and it's all so distant
I'm crossing bridges
Saw her in the ground, thrown off my instincts
Probably where I got my dome lost and frigid
Dreamt once she walked in through my door and closed off the switch of my r
(Aw, fuck!)
Just wanna get some water now I'm falling, slipping
Lost, spaced out, in the hallways
In the
lobby of my heart, can't call it in yet
I did not detect it, that hip-hop's my meds then
That's my only regret
Cuz it's how I cope with what I'm holding inside
I flow to get by in the soul and the mind
It's what I'm doing tonight

You know that's why I
Don't show
I've been on the down low
Nah that's a no show
And my head's my own home
And everyday it's the same shit
I been lowkey feeling like I'm mazed in
Heart just keeps on racing, in bathroom, can't stop shaking, my dome spent
And since '10 I've felt a lone kid
This the only thing I roll with, and the only thing I know is

That they try to do it like I can do it
Yeah I'm fighting stupid and I might just lose it
Put a spider to it cuz I'm biting bullets to inspire music, godamn
And I'm crying to it
My high astute and the lies that moved in
I might just lose it, what if I can't do it?
I'm aight and lucid but my lights are putting that dim

That's a no show
I've been on the down low
Nah that's a no show
My head's my own home