Underneath (feat. Julian Negasi)

I don't really care if you cry
I'm just gonna tell another lie
Even if you look me in my eyes
Either way our love is gonna die
Push me to the edge
All our love is dead
Push me to the edge now, yeah
Push me to the edge
All our love is dead
Push me to the edge now, yeah

"I am addicted" the story they stick with
They told me it's sickness
I'm bored of these bitches
I love 'em but I hate that they act like they know what is best for me
Like I need helping, like I need a recipe, huh
I hate that they taking away what's the rest of me
Faking 'till I get my way but they catching me
Can't get away, I can't help it
I keep getting caught, keep going back
Quick on the knob I don't think on the act
I sink in, I'm lost, don't think about that
As long as I got a new plan to attack

Yeah I'm stuck underneath
And even when in my bed I just can't go to sleep
Mind always on the target, fuck it

I don't really care if you cry
I'm just gonna tell another lie
Even if you look me in my eyes
Either way our love is gonna die
Push me to the edge
All our love is dead
Push me to the edge now, yeah
Push me to the edge
All our love is dead
Push me to the edge now, yeah

Fuck the reactions they keep talking bout
Analyzing the rooms
You only see what's allowed in my head
Lately I'm chill
I know how to lie and you can't even tell
Conscious is clear, I can put you through hell
They say it's a problem, I'm losing my health
I don't care if I'm caught, I'mma do it again
Cuz the pleasure is worth to go through in the end
I got a new plan
I did the math
The stakes aren't on this, I'll take 'till I vomit
Wait
I hear my bro walking
I think in a minute we're talking and what he's gon' say is that

I'm stuck underneath
And even when in my bed I just can't go to sleep
Mind always on the target, fuck it

I don't really care if you cry
I'm just gonna tell another lie
Even if you look me in my eyes
Either way our love is gonna die
Push me to the edge
All our love is dead
Push me to the edge now, yeah
Push me to the edge
All our love is dead
Push me to the edge now, yeah

Bro
You've been lying way too often
Then you crying when you're caught
But you ain't having no regret man, I see through your tears
I know you victimizing
I can see in your eyes you're hiding
But at the same time in denial, you need to interfere
Before it's too late, or a dealer has Covid
I'd get it if there was ulterior motives
There risk, you keep going, no sleep, you tiptoeing
This shit repeating like Motifs
You'll have to reap what you get
Underneath 'em there's sowing
And as we forbid you, you feel the need growing
Find peace in your soul
Not by drinking and smoking or eating emotions
I'm hoping you don't get

Stuck underneath
And even when in my bed I just can't go to sleep
Mind always on my brother, he's like

I don't really care if you cry
I'm just gonna tell another lie
Even if you look me in my eyes
Either way our love is gonna die
Push me to the edge
All our love is dead
Push me to the edge now, yeah
Push me to the edge
All our love is dead
Push me to the edge now, yeah