By Myself
Floating to the ceiling
Ain't always what it seems
Sometimes I'm in my feelings like a
A couple e's i feel like I'm infected
Like some kinda disease
I never know when to expect it
But I just gotta breathe
Just gotta breathe, my brotha
Just got to know when you should leave
My brotha
I don't wanna believe, but it seems
My brotha
That sativa ain't the one to peel back covers
Every now an then I like to go for the change
And every single time that strain'll
Go straight for my brain
And I feel crazy, like еverything's is maybe
Affecting mе in ways that always brings me
Back to the part where I'm hating
Everything and not relating to the
Fact that I'm just paranoid
And I can't get out my own head
I just can't avoid
I'm shaking, and I can feel my nerve breaking
Everything so berating
I just feel like middle fing waving
Don't let me smoke by myself
I get lost inside my head
I know I need top shelf professional help
But I just turn to weed instead
They don't want me to smoke by my self
(My self)
Don't believe me then take a look at my face
(My face)
They don't want me to smoke by my self
(My self)
Cause they know I'm a professional head case
(Head case)
Smoke like it's solitaire
Put some smoke up in the air
Just trying to make my mind right
Fuck if I don't even care
Normal life just don't compare
Fuck I'm in a cloud again
Feeling like an alien
Until I'm coming down and then
Don't wanna pretend
Now I'm not high no more
Life is just a waste of time
Nothing changes ever more
Instead of keeping count inside of head
I will fall victim to becoming
Like the rest of 'em
I lay awake at night inside of my bed
Dreaming of stress free, life's and outcomes
And how come every time I try to come up
Life pulls me back down, like what the fuck
I'm smoking, trying to ease a little pain
Hoping it'll never be the same again
I take a puff enough and then I hold it
Ugly like myself 'cause you know
That I rolled it
Don't let me smoke by myself
I get lost inside my head
I know I need top shelf professional help
But I just turn to weed instead
They don't want me to smoke by my self
(My self)
Don't believe me then take a look at my face
(My face)
They don't want me to smoke by my self
(My self)
Cause they know I'm a professional head case
(Head case)
They don't want me to smoke by my self
They don't want me to smoke by my self
They don't want me to smoke by my self
By my self