What's on My Mind

What's on my mind stays on my mind

My mind envisions a new scene
Infecting the mainstream, with the
Friday the 13th, mixed with Halloween
Spill it on your screen
Let it bump through your speakers
Till you pause mesmerized like a deer
Up in the high beams
Walkin' through a daydream
Maybe you're asleep
Fuck it I don't think it matters
When you're becoming a creep
What's on my mind? Horror, death
Blood and violence
Divided by antrum, two moments of silence
Where I sit alone in a room
In a chair and I stare
Into a mirror and communicate with
A monster that's there
And I'm scared to prepare the
Harness of death he requests
But it hurt cause he keeps blowing
His way inside of my chest
And my mind says "Ah stop
It doesn't really hurt
Shrug it off, don't be a pussy
Go put another shirt"
A few drops of blood that bleed
From me all the time
Put down the knife, for now
That's all my mind says while I'm dying

I don't think you're ready for
Goin' in my head
Instead you got a better chance
Of waking up the dead
Or maybe finding a monster
Living under your bed
Or unlocking the door that you've been
Really afraid to go in
Pop a ouji board on the floor with a friend
And contact the dead and
Let the questions begin
I'm so much worst than sin
So they keep me all locked up
So you'll never see me again
Feel like I'm always in a battle
It's gettin' harder to handle
Like dripping wax from a candle
All I think about is hurting people
I'm not a hero
But they're callin' me super evil
So I walk around with a cape and a xanax
Better keep me strapped to the mattress
And hope I never wake up from
My dream with a sadness
But all I ever seem to see
Is a cloud of blackness
And my reality is just a catfish