In a State/God Moving Over the Face of the Waters

After 20 years you analyze a lot
You remember people, heroism
Many people come up to me and say that
Had they been there they
Surely would have died but it makes no sense
Because until you're in a situation like that
You have no idea how you'll behave

Fronted by solitude without decadence
Or a single material thing to prostitute
It elevates you to a spiritual plane
Where I felt the presence of god
Now there's the god they taught
Me about at school
And there is the god that's hidden
By what surrounds us in this civilization
That's the god I met

My mind is in a state
'Cause all I seem to do is tempt my fate
Well, I try a real space
But all the while, I'm crashin' at the gate
This time, this time

My mind is in a state
'Cause everything I'm missing comes too late
So I try and disappear
But there is only one way out of here
This time, this time

My mind is in a state
But all I need to do is change my pace
And I know there's fear to face
But happiness is found in it's embrace
This time, this time this time, this time
This time, this time