Dearly Departed

Oh dearly departed, it is true
I don't know how to live without you
And I tried to fake it
But my hands they are shaking
A'vend I feel like I'm outta stuff to lose

I been doin right, I been doin wrong
I been livin life, I put it in a song
I tried to drown it out
The noises and the sounds
The voices in my head
They're getting real loud
My head is getting light
The day is feeling long
Can we speed this up, it's such a sad song
I tried to give it up, but it just felt wrong
I don't know how to cope now
That you are gone gone

People say that I'm addicted to low life
But they don't know my life
They don't know my life
People always been calling me a loser
But they don't know what I've lost
They don't know what I've lost

Oh clearly departed, it is true
I've fallen to the fear without you
And I tried to fake it
But my heart it is breakin
And I know that I'm outta stuff to lose

I been doin right, I been doin wrong
Make a little light, I put it in a bong
I tried to drown it out
With vodka all around
With liquor in my hand
I'm feeling warmer now
My head is getting light
My hands are getting cold
Did we speed this up
Cuz I am startin to feel old
I tried to give it up, but I lost control
I don't know how cope now
That you are gone gone

People say that I'm addicted to low life
But they don't know my life
They don't know my life
People always been calling me a loser
But they don't know what I lost
They don't know what I lost