Illusion

And I know
She hates my friends so I had to let 'em go
And I know she hates my clothes so I
Had to trade 'em all
I know I'm not myself, it's true
Just like the water in the desert, I am an

Illusion illusion

The mask I made is starting to crack
Never could last nothing is forever
My life is spiraling out of control
Back to square one fuck it, I surrender

And I know
I'm uncomfortable with things that
I don't know and I know
I hide from myself, oh, she told me so
I was afraid you'd leave me lonely
Just like the sunset over water, I am an

Illusion illusion

The mask I made is starting to crack
Never could last nothing is forever
My life is spiraling out of control
Back to square one fuck it, I surrender

But now that you're gone
My reality was good enough, yeah
You may have left a mark on me, yeah
A reminder I'm not an

Illusion illusion

The mask I made is starting to crack
Never could last nothing is forever
My life is spiraling out of control
Back to square one fuck it, I surrender