Degenerate
[Intro]
I spent the week inside my bed
Sinking deeper inside my head
I forced myself to leave the house
Or else I'm never getting out
[Verse 1]
I saw her standing by herself
In the backyard at some party
I hardly knew anyone there
I hardly knew if she knew me
I emptied out my cup
Stood up and sucked it up
I made my way to her, and then
I made the same mistakes again
[Chorus]
I'm a degеnerate, baby
Feeling broken and crazy
I'm a dеgenerate, baby
Waiting for someone to save me
[Verse 2]
I watched my words as they fell flat
Wishing that I could take them back
Decide to quit while I'm ahead
Retreat inside myself again
I always fuck it up
Regret my losses cut
I'll just drink 'til I'm fun again
That's been my only solid plan
[Chorus]
I'm a degenerate, baby
Feeling broken and crazy
I'm a degenerate, baby
Waiting for someone to save me
[Outro]
Feels like I'm waiting to grow up
(I'm a degenerate, baby)
While all my friends keep moving on
Somehow it seems I've gotten stuck
(I'm a degenerate, baby)
In time when I was twenty-one
How should a person be?
(I'm a degenerate, baby)
What could be wrong with me?
(I'm a degenerate, baby)
I guess I'll spend the night alone
(I'm a degenerate, baby)
And just keep staring at my phone
(I'm a degenerate, baby)